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I know I haven't been here for a little over a month now. I apologize that I haven't been as active I wished I could have.
My girlfriend & I were supposed to be getting married in May of next year. That's in the toilet now. She had eyes for another guy. That wasn't the bad part. What was so bad was the fact that she broke up with me telling me that it was a problem that could be easily fixed. I kept asking her why we couldn't work things out. All she would tell me is that we grew apart.
I know it wasn't right, but I had some burning questions in my mind. This wasn't a case of me wanting to know why, this was a case of me needing to know why because it was eating me up inside. I logged into her FB account & checked her PMs. After looking through one, I saw where she started talking about breaking up with me. She mentioned that she had feelings for someone else. She went on to talk about the first date they had, which was at the same restraunt we went to before I proposed to her.
Needless to say, I was hurt bad. I decided to most effective way to deal with this was to have a letter delivered to her where she works & let her know that I know about her lying. All I ever asked for from her was total honesty. I didn't get that. In any case, I said some harsh things. Some of things I said, I wasn't happy about saying, but it needed to be said. I got her to admit to me that she fell in love with someone else while we were together. I'm a little bit bitter right now, but I'm starting to move on.
There was that problem. The other thing is I have decided to get myself financially reorganized. This is not going to be an easy process because I had to move out, leave many things behind, & I have little or no control of the money I earn for a few months. During this time, I can focus getting my bills & debts paid off so I can have a clean slate again, without having to file for bankruptcy. My mom & dad are assisting me with this. I'm grateful for their help, but I'm not a happy camper right now.
I hope to be getting more & more active as time goes on. I still need to unpack my Retron 3 so I try some more hacking. Problem is I don't have much room to work with. I've got so much stuff in my room, its almost like a jail cell.
My girlfriend & I were supposed to be getting married in May of next year. That's in the toilet now. She had eyes for another guy. That wasn't the bad part. What was so bad was the fact that she broke up with me telling me that it was a problem that could be easily fixed. I kept asking her why we couldn't work things out. All she would tell me is that we grew apart.
I know it wasn't right, but I had some burning questions in my mind. This wasn't a case of me wanting to know why, this was a case of me needing to know why because it was eating me up inside. I logged into her FB account & checked her PMs. After looking through one, I saw where she started talking about breaking up with me. She mentioned that she had feelings for someone else. She went on to talk about the first date they had, which was at the same restraunt we went to before I proposed to her.
Needless to say, I was hurt bad. I decided to most effective way to deal with this was to have a letter delivered to her where she works & let her know that I know about her lying. All I ever asked for from her was total honesty. I didn't get that. In any case, I said some harsh things. Some of things I said, I wasn't happy about saying, but it needed to be said. I got her to admit to me that she fell in love with someone else while we were together. I'm a little bit bitter right now, but I'm starting to move on.
There was that problem. The other thing is I have decided to get myself financially reorganized. This is not going to be an easy process because I had to move out, leave many things behind, & I have little or no control of the money I earn for a few months. During this time, I can focus getting my bills & debts paid off so I can have a clean slate again, without having to file for bankruptcy. My mom & dad are assisting me with this. I'm grateful for their help, but I'm not a happy camper right now.
I hope to be getting more & more active as time goes on. I still need to unpack my Retron 3 so I try some more hacking. Problem is I don't have much room to work with. I've got so much stuff in my room, its almost like a jail cell.
They always break the bank.
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